today was so fucking triggering and horrible i hate it. kinda wishing i hadn’t agreed to cover a shift today, gonna rely on my rx’s to keep emotion-showing under control and hope my gender-stereotyping douche coworker isn’t there. maybe come up with some snappy comebacks just in case lol…sigh. for reals though i am so glad today was my last medical appt, i have psych next week and then I should have a clear 2 months dr/hospital-free. still panicking about financial aid & college but don’t have room for those thoughts rn. anyway today will be a great exercise in blocking things out.
when someone associates you with a character you really really love it’s like the best feeling in the world everyone go home